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Title: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on February 27, 2011, 09:20:23 AM
My name is Michelle. I'm 28 years old. When I was 14, I tried to build a relationship with God. I tried for two years, but nothing worked. I guess I just wasn't meant to be saved at that time. Every man in his own order. And I later came to realize that salvation is entirely of the Lord. I was going through a lot of horrible things and I wanted God to rescue me and take me away from all of it. I was going to a Catholic church back then. And most priests there were mysoginist men who said horrible things about girls and women; saying stuff like, women were guilty for everything, that God hated women and would torture them forever. I felt angry and hurt. Everywhere I went I was rejected and I didn't have any friend. Those priests are partially responsible for what happened afterward. I had: "God hates women" rammed down my throat and since I kept hearing that, I ended up believing it. Angry and hurt, I decided to practice a matriarchal religion and I embraced Wicca. "There is nothing wrong with "white" magic", I thought, "and after all, if they hate women, they probably have prejudices against other religions." And I was angry and hurt because I really thought that God hated me and wanted nothing more in life than to torture me forever. I wanted revenge, I wanted to really hurt Him because I was hurting. So I dabbled in the occult, embraced Wicca and worshipped pagan gods. Meanwhile Satan was after me and my family. He's been after me and my family for two decades, he totally hates me for some reason, but Jesus is protecting me. The devil was after me and my family, and dabbling in the occult only made things worse for my family. The quarrels, blaming and hatred only became worse. Horrified by what I had done to my family and to myself, I gave up Wicca and vowed not to get anywhere near anything occult ever again. But I didn't go back to God. I was convinced that He hated me and my family because that was what those hellfire-preachers had said. I went through difficult and horrible things for years. Then someone convinced me to give God a second chance. After that, I made a friend on Youtube (a Fundamentalist) who tried to get me saved. God saved me some time after that, but I just couldn't bring myself to trust Him, much less build a relationship with Him. I was too angry, too hurt, too distrustful. I had been bearing a grudge against Him for years. I couldn't help but think: "Why did you let my parents beat me up? Why did you let those guys in school beat me up and mollest me? I was an innocent and defendless kid! And why did you give me a control freak for a mother and a drug-addict for a father? How could I ever forgive you?" Some time after that, God healed me and taught me forgiveness and I forgave everyone who hurt me and I forgave Him. Because I had dabbled in the occult, I often was under demonic spiritual oppression and my Fundamentalist friend, preaching hellfire was not helping. I constantly was in a state of emotional turmoil, depression, anxiety, paranoia, even had suicidal thoughts. My Fundamentalist friend was trying to convince me that God loved me, all the while telling me that I could lose my salvation and end up being tortured in hell forever. Sometimes, he was very kind, but at other times, he just seemed so cold-hearted. When we first became friends on Youtube, He had a sense of humour, but he changed so much in the last few months that I barely recognize him.

Since I was oppressed by evil spirits, he told me to contact a deliverance pastor, but my location made it difficult to find a pastor whose beliefs didn't contradict mine, I didn't want to get into more trouble with God. But I soon realized that God could deliver a person way better than any pastor. I practiced self-deliverance and renounced all ties with the occult and idolatry, and God delivered me. After that, I started to really feel compassion and love for people, even though I didn't know what love was since I had never been loved. I spent countless time on the Internet, day and night, begging people to get saved. Due to my location and impossibility to travel because I can't work for health reasons and I have a tight budget, I can hardly minister to anyone outside the Internet. So I spent countless time on the Internet, begging people to get saved from eternal wrath and endless torture, but I was labelled a nutcase and people didn't want to have anything to do with me or "my sick, evil God". Yes, guilty of hellfire-preaching. I was convinced that if I didn't beg people to get saved day and night, they would be tortured in hell forever and it would be all my fault. I was constantly in turmoil, fear, anxiety, depression, and sorrowful. I would get down on my knees every evening, sobbing and begging God to take me instead of those billions of souls, that I would very gladly go to eternal torture and endless pain if it meant that those billions of people would go to heaven, to everlasting peace and happiness, including my unsaved mother and sister. Not that I wanted to diminish Jesus' sacrifice, but I was willing to sacrifice myself for those billions of people and thought that maybe, He would be moved and save those billions of people in exchange for my soul suffering in hell forever. God had me right where He wanted me. I had finally learned to love, I wanted the whole human race saved and couldn't bear the thought of a single soul being eternally tortured and forever miserable. I had been begging people to get saved for months and nothing was working. I had not brought a single soul to Him, to salvation and I would learn later on that salvation is entirely of the Lord. But at that moment, I experienced the same thing Gary did. I've had it, I just wanted God to kill me. Except, I wanted to die so bad because I just couldn't take it anymore that I told God that if He didn't kill me, I would do it myself. But He had me right where He wanted me. I had finally learned to love, learned selflessness, had deep concern for everyone. The work of the Holy Spirit in me had produced much fruit.

I couldn't take it anymore and I wanted to kill myself, but Jesus stopped me and gave me a revelation. The revelation of truth. He told me: "Think for yourself. Search and study everything the church and man told you not to and find out the real meaning behind it all." I was filled with His love to overflow and His peace that passes all understanding. I started doing research on the doctrine of hell and that's how I found TM. I came across Chris Moyer's testimony, which resambles mine. I had the same concern and I too thought that God would have to create a huge deception-memory wipe thing to conceal the torture of billions and risk a major rebellion in heaven, losing the love of everyone. And the more I thought about it, the more it didn't make sense to me. Why would God's plan be to lose everyone?

http://www.tentmaker.org/testimonials/If-Hell-Is-Real-Moyer-Testimony.html

After that, I started studying the TM material and embraced Christian Universalism. God clearly told me that eventually, everyone will be saved, without exception. I wanted to share the truly Good News with my Youtube Fundamentalist friend (my only friend), but he didn't like what I was saying. He called me a "New Age freak", a "wolf" and a "heretic"  :mshock:, told me that he would go against Christian Universalism and everyone who taught it, with his website. He also said he would cut me loose and put an end to our friendship. The strangest thing is, he did neither of those things. I checked his website. There's nothing about Christian Universalism there. And he's still answering my messages. Is it possible that deep down, he knows that Universal Salvation is the truth, but for some reason, can't bring himself to embrace it? Despite all the material I sent him, he just refuse to believe it, much less study it. Jesus recently told me to let go, to completely drop the subject and to discuss other things with my friend, but it's extremely difficult for me to do so, because I really care about my friend and I wish I could share all this with him. Despite what my friend put me through at times, he comforted me at others and he was there for me when I had no one else to talk to. He was endoctrinated and brainwashed like countless others. He is my precious friend and my beloved brother in Christ. I care about him and love him very much. I pray for Thomas everyday. Please, pray for him too. Prayer much needed.  :sigh:

Michelle. 
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: shawn on February 27, 2011, 03:42:09 PM
Michelle, it's wonderful to have you here.  Your testimony is very moving.  As for your friend, you have to understand that with some Christians, their fear of hell is so deep and seeded throughout their being.  It prevents them from learning, listening to anything other than what they have been taught by men.  Fear blocks the voice of the Holy Spirit and they become locked in a spiritual prison.  I believe in relationship over doctrine.  I don't push my beliefs on anyone.  But, if I sense that someone is ready, I share. 

I look foward to your future posts.  I'm sure you will make many new friends here.   :cloud9:
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Aleax on February 27, 2011, 07:06:42 PM
 :welcome: :newb: :Urock:
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: AJ on February 27, 2011, 08:29:29 PM
Michelle,
What a testimony.  You are exactly where the Master wants you.
Understand that there are many more steps...in your journey.
Keep your eye on the prize...the Glory of God.
Be willing to be stretched even more....yes, it may seem even painful...but OH, so necessary.


1.1.11 - I found the following site and have read many of the messages - I know that it has enhanced my spiritual walk tremendously.
There were over 1500 (messages/prophecies) given to a group of Christian believers living in England, between 1920's and 1950's.
They were recorded by someone on shorthand... and then typed up...and then read back to the group to get a common consensus that
it was accurate to the best of their ability.


http://www.christianspiritualism.org/messages/zodiactable.htm


A small lamp for the Master,
Allen S.
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on February 28, 2011, 12:16:27 AM
Thanks, Shawn. He said that he wasn't afraid of anything and that he didn't care if he lived or died. He really doesn't seem to care about anything anymore. Sometimes, he's just so cold-hearted that I don't recognize him anymore. He said that the people who are killed in a war, it's their judgement and he said that God is only taking out the bad seed. He's talking about people as if they were nothing but vermins and then he says that he's concerned about their souls. He accused me of leading people into hell by preaching the Victorious Gospel of Jesus Christ and he said that God had a special torment in store for "those heretics". Do you think getting involved with the army/Marine can do this to a man?

http://archive.newsmax.com/archives/articles/2005/9/27/101219.shtml

http://snardfarker.ning.com/profile/ThomasGambill

All he ever do now is talk about the Illuminati plots, the New World Order and the end of the world. This is so unhealthy. And I just keep asking myself: "What can I do to help my friend? I just hate to see him like that." I know a Christian Universalist is supposed to love her enemies, but the government did a lot of damage to many people, including my friend. I'm very worried about him and I would do anything, absolutely anything to see him change. I pray for him, but I don't see any change. I try to talk to him and reason with him, but it doesn't work. He's convinced that 99% of the whole human race will roast in hell forever and that the Christian Universalists are spreading lies because "they twist the scriptures". Much prayer needed. It'll take a miracle... 
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: thinktank on February 28, 2011, 12:27:11 AM
I think I know where he comes from. He might think life is a piece of "$£%£ and so shuts himself out of pain and misery by shutting down his emotions. He might need to be reminded of the good things in life, and be willing to accept them. A woman is good medicine for a mans dead emotions, he might need a girlfriend.

Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: jabcat on February 28, 2011, 01:43:07 AM
Bless you Michelle, and welcome here.  You are among brothers and sisters gathering in Jesus' name.

Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  Mt. 11:29

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.  Jn. 14:27
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: thinktank on February 28, 2011, 03:41:42 AM
Somehow I missed you first post. Welcome to Tent, it sounds like you have had a tough time, you might be in good company here.

Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on February 28, 2011, 07:08:55 AM
Quote from: thinktank on February 28, 2011, 12:27:11 AM
I think I know where he comes from. He might think life is a piece of "$£%£ and so shuts himself out of pain and misery by shutting down his emotions. He might need to be reminded of the good things in life, and be willing to accept them. A woman is good medicine for a mans dead emotions, he might need a girlfriend.

Yeah, I think you're right. I too thought that life was a piece of $£%£, but it made me more human, not emotionally dead. Of course, I never got involved with the army/Marine. He said it was the will of God, but I don't believe a word of it. Jesus knows what the army/Marine can do to a man. I seriously doubt Jesus would ask a man to get involved in war, violence and bloodshed. I don't know if he ever killed anyone and I don't need to know. Whatever he did is in the past and if Jesus doesn't condemn him, why should I? He's my friend and I'm in no position to judge anyone. No one is in a position to judge anyone. Jesus said about the adulterous woman, if you never sinned, cast her a stone. Everyone sinned and came out short of the glory of God. And whatever he did in the past or is doing now doesn't change my love for him. We were made in the image of God and God is love. Love is not something we do or offer, it is our identity, it is what we are. We are love. I suggest to everyone on this forum to read the book: "Love without end, Jesus speaks", by Glenda Green. It's definitely about Universal Restoration and it's a Best Seller. Well, Thinktank, as a friend, I really wish I could remind him of the good things in life and bring him to accept them. It's not like I didn't try. There are limits to what an Internet friend can do. As for a woman, in the romantic sense of the word, he's divorced, so as long as his ex-wife is still alive, he cannot remarry or he'll get in trouble with God. I'm very worried about him. I hope he's okay. All I can do is entrust him to my beloved Master and keep praying. Any attempt to change my friend's mind fails and is disobedience to the Master, since He told me to drop it. God, this is killing me. Letting go of someone I love and care about is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. And whenever I try to discuss anything else than religion with him, he ignores me. He didn't emailed me not once in the last three days. I'm worried. If only there was something I could do...
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: shawn on February 28, 2011, 08:14:08 AM
Quote from: Michelle on February 28, 2011, 12:16:27 AM
Thanks, Shawn. He said that he wasn't afraid of anything and that he didn't care if he lived or died. He really doesn't seem to care about anything anymore. Sometimes, he's just so cold-hearted that I don't recognize him anymore. He said that the people who are killed in a war, it's their judgement and he said that God is only taking out the bad seed. He's talking about people as if they were nothing but vermins and then he says that he's concerned about their souls. He accused me of leading people into hell by preaching the Victorious Gospel of Jesus Christ and he said that God had a special torment in store for "those heretics". Do you think getting involved with the army/Marine can do this to a man?

http://archive.newsmax.com/archives/articles/2005/9/27/101219.shtml

http://snardfarker.ning.com/profile/ThomasGambill

All he ever do now is talk about the Illuminati plots, the New World Order and the end of the world. This is so unhealthy. And I just keep asking myself: "What can I do to help my friend? I just hate to see him like that." I know a Christian Universalist is supposed to love her enemies, but the government did a lot of damage to many people, including my friend. I'm very worried about him and I would do anything, absolutely anything to see him change. I pray for him, but I don't see any change. I try to talk to him and reason with him, but it doesn't work. He's convinced that 99% of the whole human race will roast in hell forever and that the Christian Universalists are spreading lies because "they twist the scriptures". Much prayer needed. It'll take a miracle...

Some Fundamentalists really struggle with their belief system.  They force it to the back burner because they believe it's all or nothing.  Either they must give up their faith or leave unresolved issues in the hidden places.  When faced with new knowledge some are open minded, and some because of fear (being a heretic...going to hell) won't look at the information staring at them in the face.  Then there are others who have some spiritual health issues.  I hate to sound judgmental but it's hard for me to wrap my mind around anyone (of healthy mind and spirit) who can be flippant about the torture or seperation of the majority of mankind for eternity.  Interacting with these individuals takes a strength of spirit and mind that many of us do not have.

I try to surround myself with people like the ones here at tent.  Why?  Because, we are of the same spirit.  We all want the salvation of all mankind.  When we surround ourselves with health, we are more likely to be healthy.  I am skeptical but open minded by nature.  I am curious and willing to study out.  But, I am also hard to persuade.  My spirit instantly accepted UR as truth.  My mind lagged behind for quite awhile.  I had to study it out.  I will say after looking into UR for two years, it's the only stance that makes sense to me.

We will know them by their fruit.  It tells alot about the accuracy of one's doctrine.  Does our doctrine seperate us from our fellow man?  Does it form a callous over our hearts?  Does it force us to abandon reason and common sense (which are God given even though they are limited in the natural)?  Does our doctrine gel with agape, mercy, grace and the immense sacrifice of Christ?  Is it cohesive with the knowledge of God's desire?  If God wants to save all of mankind, who can stop his hand?  Man?  Satan?  If God must burn, seperate most of his creation for eternity...is that victory?  Does our doctrine bring us peace, how about closer to God?

I have looked at the fruit of UR in my life.  God is working, moving, and I am seeing his hand in my life in amazing ways.  I didn't see this kind of movement, freedom or peace when I believed in ET (if I ever really did).  If UR is the work of satan why is it bringing me closer to God?  My spirit confirms it's validity but each have to have the Holy Spirit work it out for them.  Your friend will be no different.  Each to their own season.
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: lomarah on February 28, 2011, 04:29:57 PM
Hey Michelle, so glad to have you! Just wondering, where abouts in Canada are you? It's a big country and I keep hoping to find someone like minded here in Nova Scotia.
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on February 28, 2011, 04:43:27 PM
"I hate to sound judgmental but it's hard for me to wrap my mind around anyone (of healthy mind and spirit) who can be flippant about the torture or seperation of the majority of mankind for eternity.  Interacting with these individuals takes a strength of spirit and mind that many of us do not have."

Because you can't do it in your own strength, Shawn. You can only do it with the strength and love of Jesus.

"I try to surround myself with people like the ones here at tent.  Why?  Because, we are of the same spirit.  We all want the salvation of all mankind.  When we surround ourselves with health, we are more likely to be healthy."

:sigh: Shawn, Shawn, Shawn... You're not getting it. Those people need love. Love is not something we choose. We just love. And we are love. You were made in the image of God and God is love. You might've forgotten, but love is your identity, it is what you are, not something you do or offer. What you do or offer is not love, only the result of love. Read: "Love without end, Jesus speaks", by Glenda Green. You will not regret it. There are many of Jesus' teachings in that book. It is definitely about UR and it is a Best Seller. Jesus is clearly speaking to us through that book. I wish Gary would read it and add it to the TM's booklist. I will soon send him a message about that. Everyone on this forum should read that book.

"My spirit instantly accepted UR as truth.  My mind lagged behind for quite awhile.  I had to study it out.  I will say after looking into UR for two years, it's the only stance that makes sense to me."

Yeah, same for me. I instantly accepted it as truth. I just knew it was a revelation from Jesus Himself. It's been about two weeks now. And for the first time of my life, I felt great inner peace. Before I became a Christian Universalist, I had visions from God. In the first one, I saw a pair of shackled hands. And then I saw the shackles unlock and fall to the ground. Whoever that person was, that person was free. Then, I had another vision some time after that. In that vision, I saw a man covered in chains, on his hands and knees and completely hopeless. I asked guidance from the Holy Spirit in interpreting that dream and I found out that the man (human) was me and he had been freed. After that, I had a dream in which people kept saying: "Fourth nine eleven" (CUs?). I was terrified to death back then and I thought it was some kind of vision about the end of the world. Some time after I became a Christian Universalist, I watched one of Gary's videos and couldn't believe my ears.

1 Timothy "4:9-11" (FOUR NINE ELEVEN) This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptation. For to this end we both labor and suffer reproach, because we trust in the living God, who is the Savior of all men, especially of those who believe. These things command and teach.

I didn't get the message when I received it (probably wasn't supposed to at that time), but as soon as I heard that verse, I knew right away that my dream really was about that verse.

"Does our doctrine seperate us from our fellow man?  Does it form a callous over our hearts?  Does it force us to abandon reason and common sense (which are God given even though they are limited in the natural)?  Does our doctrine gel with agape, mercy, grace and the immense sacrifice of Christ?  Is it cohesive with the knowledge of God's desire?  If God wants to save all of mankind, who can stop his hand?  Man?  Satan?  If God must burn, seperate most of his creation for eternity...is that victory?  Does our doctrine bring us peace, how about closer to God?"

Yeah, that's exactly what I thought. And Christian Universalist manifest more fruit of the Holy Spirit and actually love all mankind through Jesus. I tried to explain that to my Fundamentalist ET friend. I also told him that Christian Universalism wasn't a license to sin, because once you know that Jesus will save all mankind, you just love Him so much for everything He is and everything He does that you just want to please Him. He said that this wonderful, perfect love I was filled with came from Satan who was trying to deceive me and that all scriptures I was giving him were false because I was "twisting them". He's not making any sense. :sigh: He's totally paranoid. He thinks the New World Order Satanists are behind Christian Universalism to usher in a one world religion and a one world governement with the Antichrist at its head. May God help him to see more clearly into His plan. I tried to explain those things to him but he won't listen. I told him that just as Adam and Eve represented the whole of mankind, and those who crucified Jesus represented the whole of mankind, so does the Antichrist. All those who are still unsaved and all those walking in the flesh, being selfish, self-righteous and hypocritical are antichrists. The carnal mind is enmity with God. There is no such thing as an actual Antichrist. It's antichrists, plural. The Antichrist of the Bible represents the whole of mankind. We were all antichrists and some of us still are to a higher or lesser degree, but those who are in Christ have their sin washed away by His blood upon repentance. The carnal mind that still "govern" some men is enmity against God aka antichrist. That too was a revelation from the Holy Spirit, by the way. I pray that my friend will come to understand that...

"I have looked at the fruit of UR in my life. God is working, moving, and I am seeing his hand in my life in amazing ways. I didn't see this kind of movement, freedom or peace when I believed in ET (if I ever really did)."

Same thing for me...

"If UR is the work of satan why is it bringing me closer to God?"

That's what I said to my Fundamentalist friend, but he said that an impostor, some kind of fake Jesus, some ascended master/fallen angel was walking around posing as Jesus, but calling himself Sonanda, brainwashing people into New Age religion. I told him that even though that was true, Christian Universalists and TM had nothing to do with New Age religion and some fake god. He didn't believe me, even though I sent him one of Gary's article entitled: "Refutation, rebuttal, exposition and explanation of Universalism".

http://www.tentmaker.org/articles/universalism-refuted.htm 

"My spirit confirms it's validity but each have to have the Holy Spirit work it out for them.  Your friend will be no different.  Each to their own season."

Yeah. I just hope for his sake that it will be in this life. According to Gary, in the article above, not everyone will be saved in this life, and as far as I'm concerned, those who are not saved in this life live empty and meaningless lives. Of course, being saved in the life is better than not being saved at all, but going through this whole actual life, living an empty, meaningless life sucks and I feel kinda sad for them. Not so long, I myself thought that I was doomed to live an empty, meaningless life, because whatever I was trying to do, it just didn't work. Back when I was a Damnationist, I was convinced that I was useless and doomed to live an empty, meaningless life. Now, even though I don't really have a social life outside the Internet, even though I can't work for health reasons, even though I have an Asperger Syndrome (I have been rejected because of that countless times due to prejudices), even though I struggle with one or two sin areas and even though I can't get the Fundamentalists to listen to me, I know that I am not useless, nor doomed to live an empty, meaningless life.

Thanks to Jesus and UR, I finally feel accepted and loved, despite my disability and imperfections and I now know that this life-poisoning disability serve some kind of purpose in God's perfect plan. I was not born like that for nothing and it's all worth since God's perfect plan is to have all men saved and come to the knowledge of the truth. That's the Fundamentalists' problem, they can't see the big picture. They claim that they do, but they really don't. Jesus revealed this to me, even before I read this article:

http://www.tentmaker.org/articles/TheProblemofEvil.html

And I know that thanks to Jesus, I will be reunited with all the people I've ever loved in heaven, including all my presently unsaved family members, ex-friends and Thomas...
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on February 28, 2011, 04:47:20 PM
Quote from: lomarah on February 28, 2011, 04:29:57 PM
Hey Michelle, so glad to have you! Just wondering, where abouts in Canada are you? It's a big country and I keep hoping to find someone like minded here in Nova Scotia.

I live in Montreal...
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Aleax on February 28, 2011, 04:59:04 PM
Quote from: Michelle on February 27, 2011, 09:20:23 AM
But at that moment, I experienced the same thing Gary did. I've had it, I just wanted God to kill me. Except, I wanted to die so bad because I just couldn't take it anymore that I told God that if He didn't kill me, I would do it myself. But He had me right where He wanted me. I had finally learned to love, learned selflessness, had deep concern for everyone. The work of the Holy Spirit in me had produced much fruit.

I couldn't take it anymore and I wanted to kill myself, but Jesus stopped me and gave me a revelation. The revelation of truth. He told me: "Think for yourself. Search and study everything the church and man told you not to and find out the real meaning behind it all." I was filled with His love to overflow and His peace that passes all understanding. I started doing research on the doctrine of hell and that's how I found TM. I came across Chris Moyer's testimony, which resambles mine. I had the same concern and I too thought that God would have to create a huge deception-memory wipe thing to conceal the torture of billions and risk a major rebellion in heaven, losing the love of everyone. And the more I thought about it, the more it didn't make sense to me. Why would God's plan be to lose everyone?

http://www.tentmaker.org/testimonials/If-Hell-Is-Real-Moyer-Testimony.html

I know of many people who have the exactly same experience. Just when they were ready to commit suicide over the endless hell doctrine, they discovered UR. Charles Slagle is a famous example, you might want to check his writings out if you already haven't.

http://www.sigler.org/slagle/

If eternal torchery really is true (I'm 99,9% sure it isn't) and all these people were actually deceived by Satan as the Fundies like to claim, then God is either weak or indifferent. He could've been there for all these agonizing children of his who came to UR in their darkest hours, but either he chose not to, or simply was less powerful than the Adversary who ended up deceiving them.

However, the Bible tells us God is Omnipotent and Love. I'd rather trust the Bible than the Fundies.  :cloud9:
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on February 28, 2011, 05:17:50 PM
"Am I a heretic? Maybe. If believing that God is all powerful, all loving, wiser than His creation and perfectly willing and capable of saving all of His children makes me a heretic, sign me up."

http://www.thebeautifulheresy.com/

:thumbsup: I love that guy's motto!

*Raise hand* Heretic here and proud of it! :cloud9:

Does that make actual heresies look all right? Because that's not was I was aiming at. :sigh:

I am aiming at:

Stay true to the Victorious Gospel of Jesus Christ, no matter what people say! And Hail King Jesus! :cloud9:
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on February 28, 2011, 06:57:33 PM
"I know of many people who have the exactly same experience. Just when they were ready to commit suicide over the endless hell doctrine, they discovered UR. Charles Slagle is a famous example, you might want to check his writings out if you already haven't.

http://www.sigler.org/slagle/ "

I've read one of his books after watching one of Gary's videos ("Absolute assurance"). I will read some of his writings, one of these days. Maybe soon. I put it on my list. Right now, I'm busy studying the scholar's corner material. This is big and I have read half of it:

http://www.tentmaker.org/books/BibleThreateningsExplained.html

If you haven't read this one yet, you really should. It's a must read. Believe me, it explains a lot. Especially the already fulfilled prophecies of the Book of Revelation. Jesus was speaking only to the Jews, and some Fundies think It's about the end of the world. I'm not saying the end of the world will not be similar to what happened in Revelation (if there is such a thing as an end of the world. Transformation and purification of the planet is more like it. And the correctly translated word is "age". End of the "age".) Some Fundies really need to realize that the end of the "world" was mistranslated in their precious "inherant" King James Bible. No Bible is inherant, especially not english translations. I read from many Bibles and study scriptures from various Bibles, but I know there is no perfect Bible, that's why I let the Holy Spirit guide me into all truth whenever I study the scriptures.

Next, I'm going to study these:

http://www.tentmaker.org/topics/lawversusgrace.html

http://www.tentmaker.org/Biblematters/bible-index.htm

"However, the Bible tells us God is Omnipotent and Love. I'd rather trust the Bible than the Fundies."

I totally agree, even though I love my Fundy friend. I trust God to work in Him. When the Fundies read the Bible in the Spirit, they will know the truth...

And now, I'm on my way to pray and to read some of the "Bible threatening explained" article, then some Bible study (Philippians)... 

(PS) (You should read that one: http://www.tentmaker.org/articles/TheProblemofEvil.html )
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: thinktank on March 01, 2011, 12:29:12 AM
Quote from: Michelle on February 28, 2011, 07:08:55 AM
Quote from: thinktank on February 28, 2011, 12:27:11 AM
I think I know where he comes from. He might think life is a piece of "$£%£ and so shuts himself out of pain and misery by shutting down his emotions. He might need to be reminded of the good things in life, and be willing to accept them. A woman is good medicine for a mans dead emotions, he might need a girlfriend.

Yeah, I think you're right. I too thought that life was a piece of $£%£, but it made me more human, not emotionally dead. Of course, I never got involved with the army/Marine. He said it was the will of God, but I don't believe a word of it. Jesus knows what the army/Marine can do to a man. I seriously doubt Jesus would ask a man to get involved in war, violence and bloodshed. I don't know if he ever killed anyone and I don't need to know. Whatever he did is in the past and if Jesus doesn't condemn him, why should I? He's my friend and I'm in no position to judge anyone. No one is in a position to judge anyone. Jesus said about the adulterous woman, if you never sinned, cast her a stone. Everyone sinned and came out short of the glory of God. And whatever he did in the past or is doing now doesn't change my love for him. We were made in the image of God and God is love. Love is not something we do or offer, it is our identity, it is what we are. We are love. I suggest to everyone on this forum to read the book: "Love without end, Jesus speaks", by Glenda Green. It's definitely about Universal Restoration and it's a Best Seller. Well, Thinktank, as a friend, I really wish I could remind him of the good things in life and bring him to accept them. It's not like I didn't try. There are limits to what an Internet friend can do. As for a woman, in the romantic sense of the word, he's divorced, so as long as his ex-wife is still alive, he cannot remarry or he'll get in trouble with God. I'm very worried about him. I hope he's okay. All I can do is entrust him to my beloved Master and keep praying. Any attempt to change my friend's mind fails and is disobedience to the Master, since He told me to drop it. God, this is killing me. Letting go of someone I love and care about is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. And whenever I try to discuss anything else than religion with him, he ignores me. He didn't emailed me not once in the last three days. I'm worried. If only there was something I could do...

He's very lucky to have a good friend like you to worry about him, not many have a friend like that. But I don't know why you are worrying that he has not emailed for 3 days, that is not very long, he might think you are to obsessive  :dontknow:.
I don't see why he can't remarry again though, as long as he meets the right woman, not sure what the bible says about marriage, it doesn't interest me that much, I'm sure there are plenty of views on it though.
As for joining the marines, someone got to keep the country safe. Without an army anyone can come in and pillage for resources etc.



Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: shawn on March 01, 2011, 04:28:26 AM
Michelle, I'm not sure where you got that I believed we shouldn't love and help tortured, hurting souls.  And, I am certainly aware that we can only do so with the help of Christ.  I would never suggest otherwise.  But, let me say something, not all of us are in a place where we are healthy enough to bond ourselves with sick individuals.

If we are emotionally and spiritually fragile and we try to love and interact with an emotionally and spiritually abusive person, it won't end well.  It's kind of like an early alcoholic in recovery who wants to go to the local bars in order to help other alcoholics.  They are not ready and might find themselves downing a bottle.  It doesn't mean he/she can't love these people, but for a time he needs to do so from a distance.  But, there should come a time when he is healthy enough to work that twelth step.  He can go out and love, and help those who he initially had to avoid.  I hope that example makes sense to you.  If you are emotionally and spiritually fragile and you seek out individuals to "help" to "love" who are emotionally and spiritually abusive, it won't end well for you. 

If my advice is unsolicited or rubbing you the wrong way, just let me know.  I certainly don't want to offend.  I just see some very familiar themes that I have had to work through personally.  I was given the advice I am giving right now.  I was humbled by circumstances enough to listen to the advice and apply it.  It helped me.  Therefore, I give it out when I can. 
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: jabcat on March 01, 2011, 08:56:40 AM
I've enjoyed what you've had to say Shawn.
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: shawn on March 01, 2011, 05:20:35 PM
Quote from: jabcat on March 01, 2011, 08:56:40 AM
I've enjoyed what you've had to say Shawn.

I'm glad to hear it.   :nod:
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on March 02, 2011, 04:57:34 PM
Quote from: thinktank on March 01, 2011, 12:29:12 AM
Quote from: Michelle on February 28, 2011, 07:08:55 AM
Quote from: thinktank on February 28, 2011, 12:27:11 AM
I think I know where he comes from. He might think life is a piece of "$£%£ and so shuts himself out of pain and misery by shutting down his emotions. He might need to be reminded of the good things in life, and be willing to accept them. A woman is good medicine for a mans dead emotions, he might need a girlfriend.

Yeah, I think you're right. I too thought that life was a piece of $£%£, but it made me more human, not emotionally dead. Of course, I never got involved with the army/Marine. He said it was the will of God, but I don't believe a word of it. Jesus knows what the army/Marine can do to a man. I seriously doubt Jesus would ask a man to get involved in war, violence and bloodshed. I don't know if he ever killed anyone and I don't need to know. Whatever he did is in the past and if Jesus doesn't condemn him, why should I? He's my friend and I'm in no position to judge anyone. No one is in a position to judge anyone. Jesus said about the adulterous woman, if you never sinned, cast her a stone. Everyone sinned and came out short of the glory of God. And whatever he did in the past or is doing now doesn't change my love for him. We were made in the image of God and God is love. Love is not something we do or offer, it is our identity, it is what we are. We are love. I suggest to everyone on this forum to read the book: "Love without end, Jesus speaks", by Glenda Green. It's definitely about Universal Restoration and it's a Best Seller. Well, Thinktank, as a friend, I really wish I could remind him of the good things in life and bring him to accept them. It's not like I didn't try. There are limits to what an Internet friend can do. As for a woman, in the romantic sense of the word, he's divorced, so as long as his ex-wife is still alive, he cannot remarry or he'll get in trouble with God. I'm very worried about him. I hope he's okay. All I can do is entrust him to my beloved Master and keep praying. Any attempt to change my friend's mind fails and is disobedience to the Master, since He told me to drop it. God, this is killing me. Letting go of someone I love and care about is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. And whenever I try to discuss anything else than religion with him, he ignores me. He didn't emailed me not once in the last three days. I'm worried. If only there was something I could do...

He's very lucky to have a good friend like you to worry about him, not many have a friend like that. But I don't know why you are worrying that he has not emailed for 3 days, that is not very long, he might think you are to obsessive  :dontknow:.
I don't see why he can't remarry again though, as long as he meets the right woman, not sure what the bible says about marriage, it doesn't interest me that much, I'm sure there are plenty of views on it though.
As for joining the marines, someone got to keep the country safe. Without an army anyone can come in and pillage for resources etc.

I can be obssessive when I am worried. And he's doing a lot of harm to himself and others with the false doctrine of "eternal torment". I know because I was one of his victims. But I forgave him, not only because he's my friend but also because he's been endoctrinated and brainwashed like countless others. All I can do is let the Lord work...

:teaching:

Marriage and remarriage is not about views, it's about what the Bible says and what God wants. We do what God says, not what we want. And even if marriage doesn't interest you that much (it doesn't interest me either, I love being single and after many abuses I'm not interest in getting involved with a man), you should take an interest to what the Bible has to say about it because if you minister to people or they come to you for answers, then you can give them biblical answers. Everyone should take an interest in everything the Bible has to say about well, everything. The Bible says that when a man is divorced, he cannot remarry as long as his ex-wife is still alive. Same thing for a divorced woman. She cannot remarry as long as her ex-husband is still alive. To remarry while your ex-spouse is still alive is to commit adultery and to marry a divorced person is to commit adultery. People are not to separate what God has joined together. Marriage is for life, for better and for worst. They become one flesh. And if a man sleeps with a divorced woman, whether he's married or not, he commits the sin of fornication. Divorce causes a whole lot of trouble. That's why one should seriously think before he marry someone.

Bible verses:

Mark 10:9 What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder.

Matt 19:6-9 Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder. They say unto him, Why did Moses then command to give a writing of divorcement, and to put her away? He saith unto them, Moses because of the hardness of your hearts suffered you to put away your wives: but from the beginning it was not so. And I say unto you, Whosoever shall put away his wife, except it be for fornication, and shall marry another, committeth adultery: and whoso marrieth her which is put away doth commit adultery.

In addition to fornication, physical and sexual abuse is also a good enough reason to divorce. More and more people today see how evil abuse is and agree that it destroys lives, therefore it must be stopped. A woman who is physically and sexually abuse MUST divorce her husband or else, she will be damaged for life, maybe even killed. She is in serious physical, mental and spiritual danger. Also, the scriptures say that He will destroy those who allow His temple (our bodies) to be defiled (that includes putting up with physical and sexual violence. Putting up with it is agreeing to it)...

Genesis 2:24 Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.

Mark 10:11-12 [Jesus] answered, "Anyone who divorces his wife and marries another woman commits adultery against her. And if she divorces her husband and marries another man, she commits adultery."

Luke 16:18 Jesus is quoted again, saying, "Anyone who divorces his wife and marries another woman commits adultery, and the man who marries a divorced woman commits adultery."

Romans 7:2-3 The apostle Paul taught that "...by law a married woman is bound to her husband as long as he is alive, but if her husband dies, she is released from the law of marriage. So then, if she marries another man while her husband is still alive, she is called an adulteress. But if her husband dies, she is released from that law and is not an adulteress, even though she marries another man."

1 Corinthians 7:10-13, 27, 39 The apostle Paul's teaching continues: "To the married I give this command (not I, but the Lord): A wife must not separate from her husband. But if she does, she must remain unmarried or else be reconciled to her husband. And a husband must not divorce his wife. To the rest I say this (I, not the Lord): If any brother has a wife who is not a believer and she is willing to live with him, he must not divorce her. And if a woman has a husband who is not a believer and he is willing to live with her, she must not divorce him ... [27] Are you married? Do not seek a divorce. Are you unmarried? Do not look for a wife ... [39] A woman is bound to her husband as long as he lives. But if her husband dies, she is free to marry anyone she wishes, but he must belong to the Lord."

If one of the spouses commits the sin of fornication, the other spouse can divorce but is not under obligation to do so...

Taken from jimfenney.org:

"Now, before leaving the discussion of Christian divorce and remarriage because of porneia, a word of caution is in order. The one who has secured (or is in the process of securing) a biblical divorce for his or her spouse's infidelity should exercise much restraint and deliberation before entering into another marriage. Here are three important reasons for this carefulness:

1. This person, although innocent of the actual adultery committed by his/her spouse, may have, through other nonbiblical conduct or characteristics, contributed at least indirectly to the breakdown of the marriage. Such a divorced person should seek counsel from a qualified pastor or church elder to effect biblical change in his or her own life before even considering undertaking another marriage.

2. There is a prevailing biblical exhortation to "forgive one another," as in Ephesians 4:32 and Colossians 3:13. It is entirely biblical for the offended party to seek God diligently for the grace to forgive the adulterous spouse.

3. Ideally, the optimum solution is reconciliation and restoration of the marriage. In a remarkable passage in Jeremiah 3:8-20, God said that "Israel [had] committed adultery [and God] had put her away, and given her a bill of divorce." Yet God cried out to Israel to repent and turn back to Him, and declared that He would receive her back. Through prayer and competent counsel, it is possible for at least some marriages shattered by adultery to be brought to a place of repentance, forgiveness, and restoration.

Even by following all three of the above recommendations, the offended spouse may not necessarily see reconciliation occur. For example, the adulterous spouse may have already married someone else. But the innocent spouse, by taking the action above, keeps himself and his life in a biblical framework and may then conscientiously go about to reconstruct his life. And that rebuilding includes the possibility of entering into another marriage with God's approval."

1 Corinthians 7:10-14 To the married I give this command (not I, but the Lord): A wife must not separate from her husband. But if she does, she must remain unmarried or else be reconciled to her husband. And a husband must not divorce his wife. To the rest I say this (I, not the Lord): If any brother has a wife who is not a believer and she is willing to live with him, he must not divorce her. And if a woman has a husband who is not a believer and he is willing to live with her, she must not divorce him. For the unbelieving husband has been sanctified through his wife, and the unbelieving wife has been sanctified through her believing husband. Otherwise your children would be unclean, but as it is, they are holy.

There's also the case of a believer/unbeliever married couples...

From jimfenney.org:

"the inspired writer Paul declared:

1 Corinthians 7:15 But if the unbeliever leaves, let him do so. A believing man or woman is not bound in such circumstances; God has called us to live in peace.

This is called by some "the Pauline privilege." Jesus earlier gave one exception to the prevailing indissolubility of marriage. That exception was for infidelity. Here the apostle Paul gives a second exception — if a saved man or woman has an unsaved spouse who leaves the Christian. The Greek word here for "leaves" is chorizo, the same word Jesus used for "put asunder" when speaking of divorce in Matthew 19:6.

What Paul is declaring is this: A Christian brother or sister is "not under bondage" (KJV) when the unbeliever divorces the believer.

The Greek word for "not under bondage" in this passage, according to both "Strong's Exhaustive Concordance" and "The New Englishman's Greek Concordance," is from a word that is translated as "bound" in Romans 7:2 ("The woman which hath an husband is bound by the law") and in 1 Corinthians 7:27 ("bound unto a wife"). It is critically important to see that the seemingly permanent-for-life marriage bond of these latter scriptures is broken — "not under bondage" — when the unbelieving spouse divorces the believer."

From Frank Caw.com:

"Moreover, common sense logical AND OTHER BIBLICAL SCRIPTURES OBVIOUSLY REQUIRE US TO ADD VIOLENCE AND HEALTH-OR-LIFE THREATENING ABUSE TO OUR LIST OF MORAL JUSTIFICATION BECAUSE SUCH EVIL ACTIVITIES ARE ALWAYS PROHIBITED FOR EVERYONE, REGARDLESS OF THEIR MARITAL STATUS IN LIFE."

"if both husband and wife are true Christian believers, and one of them leaves the other, then both of them are commanded to remain in a "separated" condition unless they decide to reconcile and reunite. Under such circumstances, neither believer has the biblical right to seek a divorce from the other believer unless extreme conditions such as fornication OR ABUSE are involved."

"For that reason, God generally forbids divorce for married Christian couples, and that prohibition should not be violated unless extreme conditions such as fornication OR ABUSE are involved."

"Thus, the apostle Paul was saying that even though ancient Roman Law considered married couples to be divorced as soon as they separated for any reason, as far as God's Moral Law was concerned, Christian couples who separated were still married, and should reconcile and reunite with each other if at all possible unless extreme conditions such as fornication OR ABUSE were involved."

"Accordingly, in those instances where our health or life truly is threatened by physical or psychological violence from our spouse, the moral laws of self-preservation and self-defense — rights which are derived from the very right to life itself — supercede the moral law of marriage, and we should get a divorce from our abusive and violent spouse as quickly as possible. (Compare: Matthew 10:23; Exodus 21:26-27; etc.)"

"But, on the other hand, realistic threats to our health or life, such as physical beatings or systematic patterns of mental torture designed to destroy or incapacitate us, are legitimate reasons for leaving a spouse and subsequently seeking a divorce from them.

Of course, only the victims of psychological abuse can decide, honestly, if the constant barrage of invective and hatred by their spouse rises to a level of mental cruelty that seriously jeopardizes their emotional and physical health.

Because it is one thing to engage in heated arguments or disputes with your spouse occasionally, but quite another matter if your spouse attacks you verbally — unmercifully, continually — so that you always are near your breaking point.

In such instances, a divorce is biblically justified because the higher moral/biblical values of survival and self-defense take priority over the lower moral/biblical value that prohibits divorce.

Hence, biblical divorces are not limited to just cases of spousal fornication, including adultery; they also are justified in clear, obvious cases involving a dangerous level of psychological and/or physical abuse!"

"However, aside from the fact the Bible does not teach such a thing, the stark reality in life is that violent, abusive people seldom, if ever, suddenly reform their behavior unless they receive a miraculous transformation through the saving grace of Christ Jesus, our Lord God and Saviour.

Therefore, it is not fair to condemn the victim of abuse to a lifetime of constant fear, threats, danger, loneliness, and frustration simply because they had the misfortune or poor judgment to marry such an evil, violent person.

For God has not called us to be pitiful, abused doormats, but to life, and life abundantly. (John 10:10).

This scriptural point is completely harmonious with the teaching in the epistles that just as Christ is head of the church, so likewise should the husband be the head (i.e., spiritual leader) of his wife (Eph. 5:23) while respecting her right to free will and equal value and dignity as a human being (Gal. 3:28).

Moreover, the husband should love and cherish his wife and family just as Christ loves and cherishes the church body of believers. (Ephesians 5:23).

Accordingly, a proper biblical view of marriage precludes the violent, abusive relationship that so many modern marriages endure. (Compare: Matthew 10:23; Exodus 21:26-27; etc.)

Although God hates divorce (Jeremiah 3:1; Malachi 2:14-16; Mark 10:2-12), it is morally and scripturally justified under certain adverse conditions because a higher moral law always supercedes a lower moral law whenever it is impossible to comply with both of them."

http://www.frankcaw.com/divorce.html (in two parts. Don't hold me responsible if you read other articles on that website and you don't like what you read, I don't necessarily agree with their views either...)
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on March 02, 2011, 05:22:28 PM
 :coffee2: :Book: :thinking:

I was up all night again, studying UR material...
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Cardinal on March 02, 2011, 10:48:37 PM
 :cloud9: :thumbsup:
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on March 04, 2011, 09:10:58 AM
Quote from: shawn on March 01, 2011, 04:28:26 AM
Michelle, I'm not sure where you got that I believed we shouldn't love and help tortured, hurting souls.  And, I am certainly aware that we can only do so with the help of Christ.  I would never suggest otherwise.  But, let me say something, not all of us are in a place where we are healthy enough to bond ourselves with sick individuals.

If we are emotionally and spiritually fragile and we try to love and interact with an emotionally and spiritually abusive person, it won't end well.  It's kind of like an early alcoholic in recovery who wants to go to the local bars in order to help other alcoholics.  They are not ready and might find themselves downing a bottle.  It doesn't mean he/she can't love these people, but for a time he needs to do so from a distance.  But, there should come a time when he is healthy enough to work that twelth step.  He can go out and love, and help those who he initially had to avoid.  I hope that example makes sense to you.  If you are emotionally and spiritually fragile and you seek out individuals to "help" to "love" who are emotionally and spiritually abusive, it won't end well for you. 

If my advice is unsolicited or rubbing you the wrong way, just let me know.  I certainly don't want to offend.  I just see some very familiar themes that I have had to work through personally.  I was given the advice I am giving right now.  I was humbled by circumstances enough to listen to the advice and apply it.  It helped me.  Therefore, I give it out when I can.

I don't agree with you on this. I am emotionally and spiritually fragile right now. I've only became a Christian Universalist very recently. I love and interact with an emotionally and spiritually abusive person and whether it ends well or not, I trust Jesus to put the pieces back together. He did it in the past, why wouldn't He do it again? What happened to my friend wasn't his fault. The government and the Church did this to him. As for loving those people from a distance, you can hardly be more distant than communication over the Internet. I never met him. He lives in Georgia, USA, I live In Montreal, Canada. But we've been talking over the Internet for months and our friendship is just as precious to me as if we had been friends in life outside the Internet. You say that if I am emotionally and spiritual fragile and seek out individuals to "help" to "love" who are emotionally and spiritually abusive, it won't end well for me. I am well aware of that. But I don't seek out individuals to "help" to "love" who are emotionally and spiritually abusive. Believe me. My friend is an exception. I just won't give up on him, I won't. And it's not like I can put even more distance between us. We only write to each other. I told Him that Jesus told me to drop it and not talk about UR with him. Now, I'm trying to get him to change the subject. He says I should put an end to any relationship with Tentmaker because "they lie about the KJV and it is the innerant Word of God." :sigh: The poor man has been so endoctrinated and brainwashed that he just won't study these things for himself. And it seems that he can't discuss anything else than religion. Even though he didn't put an end to our friendship, he considers me a heretic and a traitor. And soon, some of you will consider me a traitor. I'm so sick of all that Montagues/Capulets thing. So sick and so tired of it. Can denominations go through one damn day without tearing each others apart? He threatened to go after Gary and "the heretics" and expose Christian Universalism on his website. So far, he didn't do it. That led me to believe that deep down, he knew UR was the truth, but somehow just couldn't bring himself to embrace it. But I can't guarantee that he will not put his threat to execution. If he does, I will have to play mediator because I just can't choose. I can't and I won't. Does that make me a traitor in your eyes or anyone else's here? This war between denominations is so stupid. What this world need is more peacemakers. And that's what I want to be. Not just because I love my friend and care about him, but because this world seriously need some peacemakers. And if I want to be a peacemaker for Christ, maybe that's because He wants me to be one. I have learned that this kind of desire can only come from Him.  Jesus will overcome His enemies with love and He will use us to do that. I have no objection. So long as my life has a meaning and I help bring some good in this world... 
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: lastpost on March 08, 2011, 12:20:56 PM
"This war between denominations is so stupid. What this world need is more peacemakers"

Precisely. Where I come from I'm expected to agree with people on things we have in common such as God, Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit. When one "attacks" another, even if we know their version of truth falls well short of a loving God, we create enmity and have a reverse effect to what we wish.

The main thing I want others to know, from my understanding, is that even the most advanced spiritually know less then one percent of of one percent about the Love of God... that I do know :bigGrin:

What upsets me is when others bring the Love of God down to their own human level through dogmatic belief.
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: shawn on March 08, 2011, 06:42:21 PM
Quote from: lastpost on March 08, 2011, 12:20:56 PM
"This war between denominations is so stupid. What this world need is more peacemakers"

Precisely. Where I come from I'm expected to agree with people on things we have in common such as God, Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit. When one "attacks" another, even if we know their version of truth falls well short of a loving God, we create enmity and have a reverse effect to what we wish.

The main thing I want others to know, from my understanding, is that even the most advanced spiritually know less then one percent of of one percent about the Love of God... that I do know :bigGrin:

What upsets me is when others bring the Love of God down to their own human level through dogmatic belief.

Relationship over doctrine.  It's not that debates over doctrine can't take place but the war of words is not Christ-like.  It's just not that important, trying to convince someone of our way of thinking.  There is a very good chance our doctrine falls well short of understanding. 

When approaching a debate we need to ask ourselves a few questions...

1) What is our motivation?  Are we insecure about our stances?  Are we trying to one up?  Is this a pride issue over iron sharpening iron?
2) Will it bring greater understanding through love?
3) Do you believe the other party is open to healthy communication?  Are they pliable?  Are they willing to break from their traditional thinking?
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: lastpost on March 09, 2011, 12:01:18 AM
Quote from: AJ on February 27, 2011, 08:29:29 PM

1.1.11 - I found the following site and have read many of the messages - I know that it has enhanced my spiritual walk tremendously.
There were over 1500 (messages/prophecies) given to a group of Christian believers living in England, between 1920's and 1950's.
They were recorded by someone on shorthand... and then typed up...and then read back to the group to get a common consensus that
it was accurate to the best of their ability.

http://www.christianspiritualism.org/messages/zodiactable.htm

A small lamp for the Master,
Allen S.

Hi,

I just wanted to drop a little note of encouragement. These messages have also enhanced my love for the Master Christ - certainly faith is tested, and tested hard - but what is untested faith worth when the overpowering test comes? I have studied these for about 20 years now, and have found a love for Jesus the Christ, an ever growing love, so deep it is unshakable, and I have found a God Who is Love so Wise and all-seeing, no words, thoughts or actions of man can take Him away.

Now I cannot read these messages without being uplifted, cleansed of gathered impurities, reminded of my past and future, re-invigorated as to my goal (or rather God's goal for my spirit) and yet reminded always of my almost complete lack of spirituality in the Face of the utter Purity of the Master. I kneel at His Feet yet He is closer than breath.

I have found so much truth in the words "Seek and ye shall find" – I have found that once one relies on Christ and Christ alone, without the theories, there is no going back. I have found He makes it so only He is there to save with His unthinkable Love and all the props removed – and encourages forging on into the future fearlessly because He is always there.

These are just a few observations I have made.

In His Name, all the best.
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: shawn on March 09, 2011, 12:13:44 AM
Quote from: lastpost on March 09, 2011, 12:01:18 AM
Quote from: AJ on February 27, 2011, 08:29:29 PM

1.1.11 - I found the following site and have read many of the messages - I know that it has enhanced my spiritual walk tremendously.
There were over 1500 (messages/prophecies) given to a group of Christian believers living in England, between 1920's and 1950's.
They were recorded by someone on shorthand... and then typed up...and then read back to the group to get a common consensus that
it was accurate to the best of their ability.

http://www.christianspiritualism.org/messages/zodiactable.htm

A small lamp for the Master,
Allen S.

Hi,

I just wanted to drop a little note of encouragement. These messages have also enhanced my love for the Master Christ - certainly faith is tested, and tested hard - but what is untested faith worth when the overpowering test comes? I have studied these for about 20 years now, and have found a love for Jesus the Christ, an ever growing love, so deep it is unshakable, and I have found a God Who is Love so Wise and all-seeing, no words, thoughts or actions of man can take Him away.

Now I cannot read these messages without being uplifted, cleansed of gathered impurities, reminded of my past and future, re-invigorated as to my goal (or rather God's goal for my spirit) and yet reminded always of my almost complete lack of spirituality in the Face of the utter Purity of the Master. I kneel at His Feet yet He is closer than breath.

I have found so much truth in the words "Seek and ye shall find" – I have found that once one relies on Christ and Christ alone, without the theories, there is no going back. I have found He makes it so only He is there to save with His unthinkable Love and all the props removed – and encourages forging on into the future fearlessly because He is always there.

These are just a few observations I have made.

In His Name, all the best.

Reading this site I was taken back by how they said they came in contact with spirits...

The next day my new sister-in-law, S., who had been at the party, called and expressed curiosity about the "little board". She asked me to get it out and see if we could make it move without pushing it. I pinned a large sheet of paper on the table and she sat down and placed her fingers on the planchette. In a few seconds she was in a deep trance! We saw she was unconscious and were thoroughly scared, but almost immediately the pencil commenced to write messages from my mother's people, about whom S. knew nothing at all.

After about ten minutes, to our immense relief, she regained consciousness, and was astonished to see what she had written. We realised we were in touch with those we loved in the Spirit World and were delighted; no thought of danger crossed our minds.


That gives me great pause.  Me personally, I don't like to play with stuff like this...not at all. 

Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: lastpost on March 09, 2011, 01:07:35 AM
Me neither, I have never used this form you write of and recommend staying clear of such, it is certainly not to be played with - nor anything to do with spirits should be played with. What God gives in His Love should be treated with absolute sacredness or else it is best left alone as only harm will come without such an attitude.

I have witnessed and grown accustomed to the main form of the delivery of the messages, the fluent deep trance. But it is the content of the messages which are important to me. They are here, arrived, coherent, profound, written in ink. The delivery is made - that is what is of importance to me personally.

People can take or leave them, I personally have come to the conclusion after years of questioning and study, they are true, they are from who they say they are from, and they are God-ordained in the Name of Christ. But that is just my opinion and I don't expect others to share it – I just want to say that what I have found brings more explanation as to God's purpose to me than I have seen or heard elsewhere.

Certainly, it is not for everyone, well not in today's climate anyway, it is not for me to say why. I have been through all the objections over the years and am left with Christ as my Saviour regardless, and so much bigger than I could possibly imagine – Christ the One Who never lets go, Who seeks for the lost sheep until it is found, Who calls for others to work for Him in dens of iniquity where they must fight battles for Him against souls fallen so far that they no longer remember where they came from or to Whom they belong – choosing that, to serve Him, instead of choosing to reside in what many consider their right, the Summerland of apparent beauty, which they think is heaven but which really is just temptation - in my opinion...

I have sought prayerfully and have found my answers with faith and trust in God and to me Christ is God. Others have their own questions and may need their own answers. I would say, in my personal opinion, that God's plan of Redemption, the saving of all men, is achieved no other way - I had to know, I knocked at the Door. That is my story – me, my God, I have found the God in Christ, and oh, how little I have seen and how much more there is to see, thank God He has created an Aeon of aeons in which to see it... and beyond
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on March 09, 2011, 08:16:01 AM
Quote from: shawn on March 09, 2011, 12:13:44 AM
Quote from: lastpost on March 09, 2011, 12:01:18 AM
Quote from: AJ on February 27, 2011, 08:29:29 PM

1.1.11 - I found the following site and have read many of the messages - I know that it has enhanced my spiritual walk tremendously.
There were over 1500 (messages/prophecies) given to a group of Christian believers living in England, between 1920's and 1950's.
They were recorded by someone on shorthand... and then typed up...and then read back to the group to get a common consensus that
it was accurate to the best of their ability.

http://www.christianspiritualism.org/messages/zodiactable.htm

A small lamp for the Master,
Allen S.

Hi,

I just wanted to drop a little note of encouragement. These messages have also enhanced my love for the Master Christ - certainly faith is tested, and tested hard - but what is untested faith worth when the overpowering test comes? I have studied these for about 20 years now, and have found a love for Jesus the Christ, an ever growing love, so deep it is unshakable, and I have found a God Who is Love so Wise and all-seeing, no words, thoughts or actions of man can take Him away.

Now I cannot read these messages without being uplifted, cleansed of gathered impurities, reminded of my past and future, re-invigorated as to my goal (or rather God's goal for my spirit) and yet reminded always of my almost complete lack of spirituality in the Face of the utter Purity of the Master. I kneel at His Feet yet He is closer than breath.

I have found so much truth in the words "Seek and ye shall find" – I have found that once one relies on Christ and Christ alone, without the theories, there is no going back. I have found He makes it so only He is there to save with His unthinkable Love and all the props removed – and encourages forging on into the future fearlessly because He is always there.

These are just a few observations I have made.

In His Name, all the best.

Reading this site I was taken back by how they said they came in contact with spirits...

The next day my new sister-in-law, S., who had been at the party, called and expressed curiosity about the "little board". She asked me to get it out and see if we could make it move without pushing it. I pinned a large sheet of paper on the table and she sat down and placed her fingers on the planchette. In a few seconds she was in a deep trance! We saw she was unconscious and were thoroughly scared, but almost immediately the pencil commenced to write messages from my mother's people, about whom S. knew nothing at all.

After about ten minutes, to our immense relief, she regained consciousness, and was astonished to see what she had written. We realised we were in touch with those we loved in the Spirit World and were delighted; no thought of danger crossed our minds.


That gives me great pause.  Me personally, I don't like to play with stuff like this...not at all.

This is not Christian stuff and you people should stay away from all this. God forbids communication with the dead and for good reason. Once a person dies, that person's spirit crosses over and cannot come back. The so-called spirits of the dead are evil spirits (fallen angels) posing as family members, friends or acquitances to deceive people. Some people have been attacked or possessed when they were playing with a Ouija board. Reallly, stay away from that stuff. Also, God recently gave me a warning in the form of a dream. If you know what's good for you, you'll stay away from the so-called "good" spirits called the ascended masters. One of them calls himself Sonanda and is posing as Jesus Christ (the new-agers call that false Christ: "the cosmic Christ"). From what I've gathered in that dream/warning, there are at least two dozens of them. The most dangerous and powerful ones are Sonanda and Metatron. They probably are superior in rank. That's all I could gather from that dream warning that God sent me. And I will never stress this enough, THEY ARE EVIL. Just stay away from the new-agers and their doctrines... 
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Molly on March 09, 2011, 08:43:03 AM
23Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not.

24For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.

25Behold, I have told you before.

26Wherefore if they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not.

27For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shineth even unto the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.

--Mat 24
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Lefein on March 09, 2011, 08:49:56 AM
The Spirit in me, or my loving spirit atleast weeps and says; "Please do not play with stolen fire..."
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: jabcat on March 09, 2011, 09:01:51 AM
This topic, starting at reply #26, is closely linked to this one;

http://www.tentmaker.org/forum/members_lounge/just_what_is_spirit_9392.msg118031.html#msg118031

Just making sure folks are aware of that, that the theme is sort of running through 2 different threads.  I might look at combining some things if it gets too confusing.   :bigGrin:
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: lastpost on March 09, 2011, 09:36:05 AM
My friends, this is all predictable objection, the fact remains, he who seeks not shall not find... this has nothing to do with "ascended masters" or "channeling". When all the objectors who have not taken much time to see what is on offer look into the Eyes of Christ and see His understanding Face, and see what was so close to His Heart which they rejected or even criticized, it is at that time that regret is known for what regret is... I would say take care! I would beg it...
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: jabcat on March 09, 2011, 09:56:08 AM
I'd like to see if I can clarify;

IF I'M UNDERSTANDING CORRECTLY, AJ presented some information about people sensing spirit beings, some of which were good, some "bad" or at least "stuck", and how one can both communicate with them and work on delivering them.

Then Shawn and others objected, specifically Shawn saying "..I don't like to play with stuff like this...not at all".

Then lastpost, you state the following;  "Me neither, I have never used this form you write of and recommend staying clear of such, it is certainly not to be played with - nor anything to do with spirits should be played with. What God gives in His Love should be treated with absolute sacredness or else it is best left alone as only harm will come without such an attitude.

I have witnessed and grown accustomed to the main form of the delivery of the messages, the fluent deep trance. But it is the content of the messages which are important to me. They are here, arrived, coherent, profound, written in ink. The delivery is made - that is what is of importance to me personally.

People can take or leave them, I personally have come to the conclusion after years of questioning and study, they are true, they are from who they say they are from, and they are God-ordained in the Name of Christ."


And then in the other thread related to this ("what is spirit") we got off into angels.

I'm personally a little confused, and I think it's what micah was asking in the other thread ("what is spirit"); 

What exactly is being presented, and what exactly is being recommended as "from the Lord"?  I'd like to make sure we're directly addressing the issues - in brotherly kindness, as Paul said, "preferring one another".  Thanks, James.
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: lastpost on March 09, 2011, 12:28:17 PM
Hi friend,

Oh my, this is a subject which has taken the last 20 years of my life on a daily basis, and years before that. An internet board is not going to sort it out.

Perhaps it was the word "play" that was being referred to... I said one should not "play" with spirit communication – it is a serious thing, and Christ is the safe Door... another subject too large to go into. I didn't want to quote the word "play" or "playing" because I felt it might be seen as picking on someone who is obviously sincere. Ah, I'd forgotten the difficulties of news group posting, it's been years since I did so because I found it takes up ones whole life, and there's other things in life to do for Christ than swap biblical quotes, a whole host of which I could have done already but have refrained from doing as I'm sure time could be better served than spending it all debating with people who already have experienced something of Divine Love and who have committed themselves to following Jesus the Christ in their way, with heart and mind.

At present I'm spending 5 hours a night on this subject and it will probably take up the rest of the year, so please forgive me if I seem to disappear at times and don't appear to be answering problems. I merely could not let the post from AJ go without offering my support in that area of Divine Love.

There is much, much to deal with and I have had to pray every day, I go into a chapel and do it, in order for things to become clear. Sometimes I feel a bitter-sweet sensation that my love and desire to let others know what I have discovered is rejected, but in a tiny measure that only brings me closer to the Master Christ, Who suffers with all His children in a way we do not understand, and I feel inadequate because His sufferings are real sufferings whereas mine are as nothing, indeed I should look on them as joy because they never were suffering, just my physical mind ruling my spiritual mind.

God Bless friend and friends  :grin:
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: shawn on March 09, 2011, 12:54:57 PM
Quote from: lastpost on March 09, 2011, 12:28:17 PM
Hi friend,

Oh my, this is a subject which has taken the last 20 years of my life on a daily basis, and years before that. An internet board is not going to sort it out.

Perhaps it was the word "play" that was being referred to... I said one should not "play" with spirit communication – it is a serious thing, and Christ is the safe Door... another subject too large to go into. I didn't want to quote the word "play" or "playing" because I felt it might be seen as picking on someone who is obviously sincere. Ah, I'd forgotten the difficulties of news group posting, it's been years since I did so because I found it takes up ones whole life, and there's other things in life to do for Christ than swap biblical quotes, a whole host of which I could have done already but have refrained from doing as I'm sure time could be better served than spending it all debating with people who already have experienced something of Divine Love and who have committed themselves to following Jesus the Christ in their way, with heart and mind.

At present I'm spending 5 hours a night on this subject and it will probably take up the rest of the year, so please forgive me if I seem to disappear at times and don't appear to be answering problems. I merely could not let the post from AJ go without offering my support in that area of Divine Love.

There is much, much to deal with and I have had to pray every day, I go into a chapel and do it, in order for things to become clear. Sometimes I feel a bitter-sweet sensation that my love and desire to let others know what I have discovered is rejected, but in a tiny measure that only brings me closer to the Master Christ, Who suffers with all His children in a way we do not understand, and I feel inadequate because His sufferings are real sufferings whereas mine are as nothing, indeed I should look on them as joy because they never were suffering, just my physical mind ruling my spiritual mind.

God Bless friend and friends  :grin:

I don't think most of us approach these kinds of posts with hostility.  But, I do believe when presented with something very foreign, many want clear concise points.  What is it that you believe?  Despite Biblical warnings of being a medium, why do you believe this is of God?  Present it, and allow the Holy Spirit to do what he does.  For me, flowery poetic language just doesn't do it for me.  I need some substance backed by scripture, not just your personal experience.  Can we start there?
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: lastpost on March 09, 2011, 03:32:37 PM
Well my friend, the points written above the divider /_/_/_ are written by myself, and clearly those underneath the divider /_/_/_/_ are by others.

"Fundamentalist" is a word referred to sometimes and that does not apply to UR people, but the points concerning the concrete stuff you are perhaps looking for are nevertheless relevant I feel.

You will notice that books are also included. That could be symbolical for not rushing into things!

As I said, I did not intend to get involved in depth at this stage, but would rather wait until the end of the year!

In His Holy Name, my Saviour and King! Regards.

Best Wishes, Tony.

Did Saul Die For Consulting A Medium?
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/saulendor.htm

Lararus And The Rich Man Parable: "There Is No Continuity Of Life Because There Is No Communication Between The Living And The Dead!"
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/lazarusrichman.htm

The Bible Came Into Being Via Christian Spiritualist Methods
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/bibleisChristianSpiritualism.htm

"If You Follow Israelite Law Then Christ Has Become Useless To You"
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/lawrepeal.htm

"Christian Spiritualism Is Not In The Bible But Tongue-Speaking Is!"
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/spiritualtonguetalk.htm

The Bible Shows The Continuity Of Life, Communication Between Departed Life And Life Still On Earth, And Different Localities For All That Life To Live In
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/continuityoflife.htm

The Appearance Of Some Spiritual Phenomena Found In The Bible
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/bibspirit.htm

What Is Being Born Again?
Spiritual Body And Physical Body
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/bornagain.htm

Looking At Christ's "Second Coming" Or The "Return Of Jesus" With Spiritual Eyes
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/Jesussecondcoming.htm

Dogma Dangerously Disguises Divine Law
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/sowingreaping.htm

"Jesus Said: 'Straight Is The Gate And Narrow Is The Way' So Accept Our Way Or Perish"?
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/straightisthegate.htm

The Bible: Inspired Does Not Necessarily Mean Perfect
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/manmadeerrorsinbible.htm

Fundamentalists Preach A Different Gospel To The One Taught By Christ
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/angeloflight.htm

Faith without works is dead (James. 2:20) - Fundamentalists Preach Their Own Gospel
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/angeloflight.htm#preachowngospel


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Rev. Horsley Explains Why He Is A Christian Spiritualist
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/revhorsley.htm

Rev. Frothingham Explains How Experience Of The Supernormal Has Given Others More Knowledge Of God Than He Has
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/revfrothingham.htm


Books by Rev. Arthur Chambers:
"Problems of the Spiritual"
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/rev.chambers/problemsofthespiritual/contents.htm
"Man and the Spiritual World"
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/rev.chambers/manandthespiritualworld/contents.htm
"Thoughts of the Spiritual"
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/rev.chambers/thoughtsofthespiritual/contents.htm


Rev. Arthur Chambers Has A Conversation With A Spiritual Being And Receives Spiritual Instruction
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/revchamberspirit.htm

This may not be considered "concrete" but needs to be sampled to present the larger picture…
Rev. Arthur Chambers Speaks From Behind The Veil After Death
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/revchambersreturns.htm

Edit:

To summarise the “aionin kolasin” (aeonian chastening) of the Bible:
'Paul and Albert' - The Rev. G. Vale Owen
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/paulandalbert.htm
'The Ministry Of Angels' - By Mrs Joy Snell
http://www.christianspiritualism.org/articles/ministryangels.htm

Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on March 10, 2011, 08:40:41 PM
"What exactly is being presented, and what exactly is being recommended as "from the Lord"?  I'd like to make sure we're directly addressing the issues - in brotherly kindness, as Paul said, "preferring one another". Thanks, James."

God very clearly forbids any communication with the dead in the Bible and any kind of mediumnity. It is an abomination in His eyes and a terrible sin. And He has very good reason to forbid such communication. Because when the spirit of a dead person crosses over, it cannot come back. The so-called spirits of the dead that walk around are evil fallen angels posing as family members, friends or acquitances to deceive people. When God forbids something, that's because He has very good reason to do so and it is for the good of His children. It is in their best interests to obey Him. If a so-called Christ allow a human to communicate with the dead, then that so-called Christ goes against the Word of God. The Bible tells us to test the spirits to know if they are of God. If God send an angel to give a message, the angel will give the message and immediately leave. But we are not to contact any spirit, interact or communicate with them and any so-called Christ who goes against the Word of God is not the true Jesus Christ. The true Jesus doesn't contradict the Bible and doesn't allow or encourage something that God consider a terrible sin and an abomination in His eyes. Communication with the dead, psychics, mediumnity, automatic writing, it's all of the devil. God and the Bible are against them. Lastpost, you are being deceived and I recommand renouncing and repentance...
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on March 10, 2011, 08:56:22 PM
"Despite Biblical warnings of being a medium, why do you believe this is of God?"

See, Shawn, and you guys as well 'cause I'm talking to all of you... I can see spirits with my physical eyes. I can see them for a couple of seconds and then they're invisible to me again. I am sensitive to the supernatural and spiritual. Sometimes I can see into the spiritual plane and I have no control over it. It just happens. I've been like that ever since I was a little kid. But when I see spirits, I know that they are malevolent and I don't interact with them. I rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ. One should never communicate with the spirits because it's wrong and a sin. God forbids mediumnity and communication with the dead and I know it's in my best interests to obey Him in this. I've been under demonic oppression in the past because I've practiced Wicca for three years. Occultism and idolatry and it only made my situation worse. Jesus led me to self-deliverance. I had to renounce all ties with Occultism and idolatry, break those legal grounds and cast those evil spirits out of me. We are supposed to do spiritual warfare, not become friends with the deceptive spirits that walk around. Had I known where it would've led me, I would never have touched that stuff. Believe me. Obey God in this, stay away from that stuff and rebuke the spirits in the name of Jesus...
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Michelle on March 10, 2011, 09:02:26 PM
Whatever those articles say about so-called Christian "Spiritualism", they are secular material and they are not the Holy Bible. I'm certainly not going to read any of them. The Holy Word of God alone stands in this. And tongue speaking and being born again has nothing to do with mediumnity and channeling. It's like Catholics who pray to dead saints instead of Jesus who is the only mediator. That's mediumnity and idolatry. If God says that communication with the dead and mediumnity is an abomination, it's an abomination. And I also know from personal experience that it is extremely dangerous. Can't say I didn't warn you. I'm gonna pray for you and ask Him to bring you to repentance...
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: lastpost on March 10, 2011, 09:57:44 PM
God Bless you Michelle, you make me smile. Your heart is full of love, which you try with all your might to make unconditional. You will be a true warrior in Christ's great army once you allow Him to let more Light in and you gain your focus - as the determined loving heart is what matters to God - the theories of man which satisfy, however his mind constructs them, have their place, as can be seen with those whose hearts and minds have been distracted and irrevocably altered from serving the lesser self to following Him, solely because He has drawn them by His raising up on the Cross – these various man-made doctrines, they work... but these theories from man's mind pale into insignificance compared with the unfailing power of a loving heart determined to work in His Name to heal those imprisoned by their own selfishness which harms not only their own soul but those they influence - and this healing of souls in turn brings Him joy because He suffers while His children suffer because He is Love Itself – He needs His children's hearts, unfailingly giving out love, driven by love for Him, by the metal nailed into His Hands and Feet, the Gracious One. My best thoughts with you and other of His followers.
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: Miriam on March 13, 2011, 09:57:37 PM
From what I've seen here, Michelle, no one's going to call you a traitor; a lot of people know what it's like to be branded a heretic and have experienced the divisions that differences of opinion on UR (and other things) can bring. I've been impressed and humbled by people's attitude here - that those who don't accept UR are not yet ready for that revelation and need our love and prayers.

As for attacks on Gary and arguments against UR on other websites... I think it's been done before...  :smile:
Title: Re: My testimony
Post by: WhiteWings on March 19, 2011, 12:27:11 AM
Quote from: Michelle on March 04, 2011, 09:10:58 AM
Now, I'm trying to get him to change the subject. He says I should put an end to any relationship with Tentmaker because "they lie about the KJV and it is the innerant Word of God." :sigh: The poor man has been so endoctrinated and brainwashed that he just won't study these things for himself. And it seems that he can't discuss anything else than religion. Even though he didn't put an end to our friendship, he considers me a heretic and a traitor. And soon, some of you will consider me a traitor.
The only traitors are those who are not willing to study themselfs approved.
:2c: