I think this is one place you'll find where many can relate. There is a level of "counting the cost" when we choose to follow a voice that leads us outside of the boundary lines of traditional thinking. It can cost us relationships with family and friends, but the one thing that well sustain you is the same that led you out, you've already addressed it . . . of all the "things" that have been added unto you, the one thing that has consumed you is the very life that sustains you.
Follow the voice, not your eyes. If you respond to what you're eyes see, that will distract you from what the voice within you says. But if you listen to His voice in you, and follow, in doing so, will enable you to truly "see" the things that matter most.
The loneliness is part of that martyrdom that comes with the maturing relationship God is bringing many of us into. This is only the beginning, it's always a procession with God. He never keeps us in one place for long before leading us deeper and deeper into his nature and glory. It even gets to the place where we just run out of words (even for me! But I see a prodigal that returned this weekend that shows much potential to be even longer winded than I
The secret to having a river of life flow living water out of you is . . .it's got to have a place to flow . .it's got to be moving . .. otherwise it becomes a stagnant pond. And I think that is why you've found yourself back here, you need to be able to release that which is in you so more can flow in . . .it's a "new" thing "every morning".
Hang in there, you're with family here.