Hi my name is Matthew.
I found this website on a forum when looking for some 'real' Christians to interact with... So I decided to give it a try, because I seem to not get along with most people... (ie have a real aversion and frustration and tend to not want to deal with their different views)
I am a believer in Jesus Christ and am 23 years old..
And I seem to almost have a strange "spiritual disposition"... It's NOT that I can't understand or communicate about things, but I tend to have difficulty accepting certain things people consider 'normal', yet excel in certain things that people tend to not easily understand.. For some reason I feel like I have an emotional instinct like an animal... When I was about 9 I went to individualized, but soon afterwards went to normal class but could never excel much. Later I studied at home but needed special attention because emotionally I just felt I needed it. I tend to 'test' people, because I'm not comfortable with being around people who aren't loving... I love listening to Mongolian music, and seem to have a very unique preference for music. I hold on to things, people would call me 'stubborn'. I also am into permaculture and have a garden full of herbs and exotic multifunctional plants. But recently I've been feeling depressed a lot and unfulfilled in certain ways...
That's kind of why I'm on this forum.
Also, I made this blog, but since it didn't get many views yet, I'm posting it here because I want to see if anyone can help me find any problems with my point of view on the bible.. I hope there are some real Christians here with faith whom actually try to understand and practice the teachings of Jesus and the New Testament. Because that would be nice, I think. My philosophy is created from years of interacting with my small family and us trying to understand the bible and really apply it to our lives.http://askthatinecclesia.blogspot.com/
Please remember, my blog posts aren't meant to be taken as utter fact, but rather my thoughts about the bible, jotted down with the hope to be corrected about any of my mistakes... Thanks, nice to meet you.