I was born in Baptist country (S. Mississippi). Not Amish, but not much better, either - maybe worse.
I left the Baptist church last year.
Like Tom Said,
It took me some time to go through church withdrawal too, and, like you, I was guided by holy spirit to a website about universal reconciliation that changed my life.
I have been judged, condemned, unfriended, scolded, put down upon, talked about, and jabbed.
But it is all worth it.
I am now closer to the Lord than ever before, and I have gained much truth - relative to where I was (of course, I by NO means claim to be all-knowing or wise).
It is difficult to let go of religion and grasp the truth of Yahweh and his Word.
The Spirit has led me along the pathway, and I will NEVER go back to the darkness
of eternal torment doctrine again!