Hiya all, I was a member of the forum back in 2006, so dunno if anyone remembers me :)
I'm an eternally doubting Christian Agnostic called Helen. I'm 25 and from England, and I don't really know what I believe.
Tentmaker (and UR in general) helped me through a really difficult time at university - I'd lost interest in my degree, had no idea where my life was going, oh, and I was terrified of Hell.
Now I cannot really say if I believe in God or not. I feel like I have 2 world views, my Christian one and my secular one. The secular one is a great comfort against paranoia but the Christian one gives me hope. Did I mention I'm a rather odd person?
So much about Christianity doesn't make sense to me, and I admit it seems kind of a shame that losing the fear of damnation may have helped me lose the rest of my faith as I was no longer scared to be a heretic... I just want some meaning, and I remember how I found everyone here very kind and willing to discuss difficult issues. Hoping to have some good discussions with you all :)