nes,
There's a lot here. It is rather unlikely we can speak directly to your problem if we don't know what it is. Shockingly good? or bad? Was it on the forum or from "Scholar's Corner?" You're welcomed to friendly disagreement, some of which exists with most people everywhere. I think some history of experience with the LORD and genuine humility would make anyone (not yet incorruptible) to admit to not knowing everything and to be possibly wrong about some of what we assume we do know. Even compassion to help someone out of a mistaken idea about certain things of God would have you trying to understand just what is involved in such ideas. You can talk to us.
reFORMer