Hello. I'm sending you a copy in PM of the letter I sent to my former pastor after God led me out of institutionalized, denominational religion. I hope it helps. I felt led to send it to you. Most of all, God actively loves YOU, and is drawing you to His side...use your mind, but more so, use your faith...believe and trust He is Who He says He is, Jesus, God's Son, yours and my Savior, Who paid in full for our sins by dying and rising again...believe on Him to be your personal savior, then trust Him...He will lead you exactly where He wants you to be.
God's blessing, James.