Crbuckn - My wife is ET. For the sake of our love and marriage we no longer discuss ET/UR.
Yesterday, out of the clear blue, she asked me how it was going on "my" website and I told her what you had said.
She said, "why would he say he was killing himself?"
I said, "because if ET was true, it is mentally unstabling to believe in a loving God that is a sadistic torturer. Can you honestly tell people, God loves you. If you love him, Good. If you don't love him, he will torture you for all eternity because he loves you."
Well that opened up the dialog and she has promised to "look into things" and pray about it. - Bet you didn't think God would use your very first post!!