Testimony

[micah7:9]

I love the Lord Jesus, I am weak more times than I care to admit, but He is strong. When I came unto this site I knew about Tentmaker and Gary's writings. I was, at least for me as a witness I was strong in the Lord. Last year I was told I had prostate cancer, I leaned on the Lord, not for healing, but just leaned on Him because I love HIm. I had been going through, and in what I know now is depression, but even the cancer was just cancer, the drepression as far as I was concerned is much worse, and it is. Still I kept on this site, it was the only one that He led me too where there was some understanding. My posts have caused stirs heated and affirming, the Lord has made me thankful for all of our conversations. Now, I find myself quite depressed, and I try to find solace in the posts, it is probably just me, but the last3,4,5 months well you all are way to deep for me. What I am trying to say is that there is so much of the kosmos mixed with religion, a sway from what The Word is teaching to a fit for the now and mans history. I have been led to see and reason the Book as a spiritual feeding stirred to understranding by the mind of Christ.
I have been led to maybe stay off the site for awhile, it just that a good many people see alot more than I have been led to understand. the only one that I can read and glean from is WW, he brings forth the Word to me winnowed and threshed, he brings facts and studies and gives assumptions, that I have argued until I was told that this is what WW does " he brings facts and studies and gives assumptions," that tintilate and sometimes disturb(at least it did me at times.) Anyway thanks andI pray the Lord will continue to bless as He sees His way. I lean on Him for all things. As I said the cancer aint nothing, but depression is overwhelming and consuming all the time. Peace and Love Through Jesus

[jabcat]

Interestingly enough, for the past day or 2 I've been impressed to (and hadn't yet) simply tell you that I appreciate your faithfulness.  God bless, James.

[rosered]

   Wow , I just got here and your leaving ??


    gonna miss you Micah,  but understand sometimes  when your empty  there is nothing left to say , think or do  just  rest in hope .

 our differences are our strengths ,  helps us to see in  others ways besides our own  way of seeing  things  , but when your dry   , we wait , till the Lord fills you up again ,
         depression...OMG that way of thinking ,  its so hard to come out from under that dark  cloud of depression
 I noticed you put teat imony    , was that a play on words ? teat being the  sincere milk of the Word ?
  Because I find you very open and honest and challenging  in your posts
  for one I love the simplicity in Christ , do not want to confuse and complicate or go DEEP lol , I dont get it ..
 here at the homestead were dealing with cancer , death , my son leaving to Alaska for 3 years  and over seas  as well , job security , all matter of  negative things  and loss
But Looking for the good , there is always good and God to see in all of it
  Dont want to offend you in any way  and will come and go as well ...
  Be well Bro  and nothing  , no matter how little or small   done  for anyone /as unto the Lord , is not
 noticed by Him , the small things matter