timoria- from hebrews makes it clear that i have no hope at all...i chose to sin instead fo following jesus and this word is clear that there is a punishment without any mercy of god who hates those of us who fall into this category....he really does hate me .....i have tried ot fin dmercy and find none at all...
"God locks up all together in stubbornness, that He should be merciful to all." (Romans 11:32)
Stop believing Satan's lie!
God doesn't hate you!
God loves you so much that he sacrificed his only-begotten son who was sinless to die for you that you would be saved from sin and even death.
You are dwelling on guilt because you misunderstand the purpose of sin and are doubting the power of God. The power of God roused Jesus Christ from the dead! And Jesus Christ was not only resurrected but immortalized! The same thing will happen to you someday.
Everything comes from God for an ultimate purpose including sin because it is through our sin that we realize that we need God to save us from it. Just believe in the power of God to save you from sin, and you will have peace. If you believe Satan that you are "lost and broken" forever because God can't save you from your sin, then you will continue to anguish. All you have to do is believe God.
Satan is controlled by God. Just read the book of Job to see that.
God created evil.
"Former of light and Creator of darkness, Maker of good and Creator of evil, I, Yahweh, make all these things." (Isiah 45:7).
We experience evil to humble us.
"It is an experience of evil Elohim has given to the sons of humanity to humble them by it." (Ecclesiastes 1:13).
Satan is God's chief messenger of evil, and he is a liar (John 8:44). Don't believe his lie that you are "lost and broken" because you were saved when Christ died on the cross for you. Stop suffering for your sin because you have been justified.
"Being justified gratuitously in His grace, through the deliverance which is in Christ Jesus." (Romans 3:24).
You have been saved by the grace of God that is a free gift not because you're worthy but because God loves you.
"God is love" (1 John 4:8,16)
"For in grace, through faith, are you saved, and this is not out of you; it is God's approach present, not of works, lest anyone should be boasting." (Ephesians 2:8,9)
Just believe God!