Hi there honey,
Please please don't beat yourself up! And don't be afraid! God loves you no matter what you do. Have you read Conversations with God? If you can dare to believe that God is really like that He will be. You are His child and a good Father would not beat His child up for doing something that he did in a moment of madness.
God is love, God is love, God is love, shall i keep on saying it.
Believe little one, that God is love. You haven't done anything wrong and don't believe it when people say that all that fortune telling comes from the devil. The only devil is the devil of wrong thought about God.
Be in peace