not enjoy this life to it's fullest?
I mean, God put all this wonderful stuff here...
but I am not a traveler.
I've never been anywhere.
I have weird hang-ups.
I'm an introvert and a major homebody.
My sister is in Cancun right now, walking on warm beaches and horseback riding and playing in the warm water and experiencing all of these wonderful things.
I would like to. But... like I said, I just.. I'm a homebody.
I have a "thing" about being too far from my homebase for too long.
I kinda always just think.."well, it's ok. I don't mind being this way. I know that God will let me enjoy His creation fully, SOMEDAY" (meaning when I'm on the other side of this life.)
And I think, well sheesh, what's the big deal anyway?
With so much suffering in the world, what does it matter if we get to enjoy all God has put here for us anyway?
Maybe it's just a TASTE of what is to come.
So maybe I shouldn't be that bothered by it.
(and NO! I am not talking about "oh you shouldn't go on vacation, it's evil!" LOL! not at all!) I just sometimes wonder if my hang-ups are disrespecting God somehow. Like... He's given us all of these wonders to enjoy, and here I am sorta stuck in my house.
I am HAPPY! I am FINE with being who I am.
But I do sometimes wonder.
Is it REALLY ok to just be me?
Or is thinking that I'll have all eternity to explore His creation the wrong way to be thinking?
I really think about stuff A LOT.
I think I walk down WAY too many paths.
SEE!!! I explore so much that I'm too exhausted to explore in the physical world. LOL!!!