I wanna kno what the hell we are gonna do after every one is burning in hell? I mean, maybe I won't make to "heaven", get past the pearly gates, get the thumbs up from Peter, or whatever- but if I do, I want to kno- What the hell am I gonna do, knowing that most of the people who ever lived are burning forever in agony and unbelievable horror and cruel terror(endless pain definitely qualifies for horror and terror). I may lose my salvation even after being saved because I think I would want to start a rescue mission- I mean surely there will be rope and water in heaven, don't you think? Or do you think? I mean really, am I blaspheming? I think I am just thinking, but I don't want to fall like lightning from the heavens for thinking too much- especially thinking about my loved ones who are all screaming at the top of their eternal lungs in the volcano of God's endless wrathful punishment.
This means if I get in"up there" I will have to get very busy in order to distract myself from the impulse to start a revolution of saints and angels who want to attempt to minister deliverance and reconciliation to lost souls "down there"- but wait, isn't that sorta like the good works I was created in Christ Jesus to do in the first place? Am I disqualifying myself for heaven by thinking like this? Am I disqualifying myself for heaven by thinking? I think I better just listen to pastor and quit wondering about these things- it is too distressing. If I make it to heaven, just "slap me five" as I join the huddle with the winning team and we'll play games for millenia on end. Sing praise songs to drown out the screaming. What the hell else are we gonna we do?