If, after this phase of life is over, God asked you why you thought and talked and posted so much about Him, what would you answer?
Because I'm so happy that the kid in me was allowed to live. If God wasn't going to let everyone come and hang out with him in the next life, my little kid inside would have died. and if my kid inside is dead, I don't want to be alive.
If my wonder, sense of awe, feelings of saftey, giddiness, fascination, goosebumps, sense of innocence, hope and uncontrollable glee were dead... I would not want to exist.
The fact that EVERYONE is going to be ok, and that WE EXIST....
I am HERE.
YOU are HERE.
and "HERE" is just a little stepping stone to "THERE".
and "THERE" is.......
And we're ALL GOING TO BE THERE.
And all of His creation will be restored.
Just thinking about a teeny, tiny part of His creation... the animals...
all the thousands upon thousands upon thousands of different types of animals.
And to have all eternity to explore... and to just DIVE INTO His creation.
ALL TOO MUCH.
It's too much.
My brain can't take it.
We will live the way WE WERE ALWAYS MEANT TO LIVE.
NO MORE FEAR.
NO MORE SORROW.
We will Be WITH GOD FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH TOO MUCH!!!!!
This is why I think about Him and talk about Him and post about Him.
He created us.
For a reason.
He loves us.
It's just all so unbelievable, sometimes.
It's just all so..
I've thought about what I would think looking back on my life once I've passed over... and I've finally come to the conclusion that I am where I am at this moment. I will have lots of regrets, but I don't think it's going to matter, because whatever regrets I have, I always end up learning something. We're here to learn. I see this life as a huge tapestry of learning. Each life is a THREAD. Every single person's life matters and is crucial to the tapestry. Everyone will LEARN from each other, ultimately. When we are able to finally see the big picture, the huge tapestry of life lived on earth... each thread will represent a LESSON we all need to learn. That's why there are so many of us, there are a lot of lessons to be learned. Each life will benefit everyone... even the lives that caused the most darkness in this world.
It ALL serves a purpose... from the high to the low, from the most bright to the darkest shadow. It will all serve to teach us.... and to make us ETERNALLY prepared to live with God and with ALL of creation in harmony... FOREVER.