Please forgive me as I am about to share something that likely goes against Tentmaker doctrine. I write all of this from my personal experience. Almost 18 months ago I lost the love of my life to cancer. He was in Hospital a bunch of times and the home was just EMPTY without him. Well one day we rushed him to the hospital in an Ambulance and he died 20 minutes later. I knew it was going to happen, but I prayed everyday, figuring my faith would be enough. It wasn't, my husband died
But this is not a sad story. My love was waiting for me when I got home. Something I never expected. The home was warm and he was there for quite sometime, weeks, even still. Well, this is when my spiritual awakening began. Honestly, miracles happened daily. Doors that were previously closed opened as if by magic. Things that I had tried to understand now made perfect sense. I even lost my job just 2 months after his death. Father planned it all. I had 5 weeks to grieve. I needed that, I really did. As much as I had loved my previous job, I now have my dream job. I have been there a year and love everyone I work with.
Getting back to my lost Love. I would often just ache for him, I mean to the point of really hurting. This was becoming way to frequent, especially like it was 6 months later (not long I know) Well during one of these really painful moments, a thought came to me, that all I needed to do is to tell him to communicate to my higher self (spirit) that she would understand. Instant relief, I never had another one of those horrible sad attacks.
There is more that I could say, but will leave it here. I know many will think evil spirits, why not loving spirits? We know that Jesus's spirit never died. The body did, not the Spirit. I just KNOW my husband is with me. I am closer to him than ever before and we were close then. Please know that questioned Father repeatedly on this and the answer was always the same. Peaceful Love, a total calmness.
I will not speak of this again. I only wish to share my experience, perhaps it will bring comfort to someone. If anyone wants to know more, just PM me,